Life...sometimes

Monday, September 23, 2002

I am the 1977 penny outside on the pavement...

Red Bull
Ever feel like you're the perfect candidate for one of those red bull commercials? Sluggish, and tired, dadadadada... Where do those happy bappy peopel get their endless supply of energy from? Because I consider myself somewhat a happy bappy person...but I think I'm only somewhat a happy bappy person because I have a liimited supply of energy...man if there were some like energy drink...and I'm not talking about those bullshit energy drinks you take when you're working out or something...but one that was kinda like...gummybear juice...I'd be on it.
Cuz I am tired of always being tired...I wish I could just keep going and do eveyrthing that need be done. I wish I could just perpetually energetic, but hey, don't we all?

Focus
The time for bitching and moaning about how tired I am and have little time to do anything else because I'm home all the time must come to its demise...NOW. I only have 33 days before my big exam and need to cut the bullshit and just get down and study my ass off. So after a birthday dinner I must go to this evening, and aside from any engagements set prior to today, AND if I can get out of them, I will...barring the occational chit chat and of course, work...I must close myself out to the rest of the world and study study study. Into the batcave...see you all in 34 days(Do the math).

Enlightenment
It's so great when you realize one of your many purposes for being here, for being created. Because there IS a plan for us, and it's awesome when you get clued in on part of it. That's what happened to me the other day...I came to terms, well, that's not really a good description, hmmm....I was graced with a moment of clarity of my purpose in life. My own lil part that I was put here to play, and I think I found out what one of those roles was. And it's funny because it's something I always did...I just never realized that it was always happening to me, because that's what I'm here for... (excuse the ambiguity) anyway...there's to enlightenment...

I'm tired today...but there's still stuff I think I want to talk about...let's see...tomorrow, I will discuss some of my other thoughts...

Appreciations for the day
1. Unsolicited Compliments
2. Friends willing to take on other friends' burdens
3. Emergeny lunches in my desk drawer

"The difference in our lives is discerning the difference between how we want things to be and how things really are..."

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